LOvE is in the Air

Thank God for giving him to my life
it's just comfortable being with him

please make our dreams possible...<3
make him good for me, and me also
take care of me for him, and he also

the video, for him, who always pray for me there across the sea ~ hey I do that for you too :) 

again I Beg

In A Rush - Covered

God, I beg U please....

Make it easy for us, it just came in a rush...

"to someone there across the sea, please do it right and be right for me for the sake of God"

A Thought After Long Tears Last Night

So melancholic title...well, its not that much actually. Its kinda reflection of past and projection of future of mine. Once I read a thought "you dont need to find a perfect one. Find one who is ready to make you happy". Well I bet its so true. At least it works... on my effort of being ikhlas of what happened to me last 10 months.
Just now, I read a note of my high-school friend. She shared a story about how hard and tricky to raise a kid. How hard to be mom and wife at the same time. She thinks that the key success to everything is support of you family, esp your husband. Your husband should take part in the process of raising the kids...in every point of the process. Its not true that mom takes most important role in the process or conversely...the father only. Both mom and dad are important... with their own role. Oh God, I knew it...I can see this process in my own family. My mother and father. They are all important for me... Then, how can i do such thing...having forever partner in life...when i do not find the right one, when I do not find one who can be right for me, when I do not find someone who cares and fully love me? or when I can only find the one I JUST like...
Only Allah knows whats the right for every human in earth including me. God, this is just my another journey of being ikhlas. Its not easy. Long tears for days...but I know, it'll be so beautiful at the end

All of your wishes, thoughts, and projections are prayers. All them can bring you to the object you want and dream. Be sure Allah is the best planner. Allah is the best problem-solver.

Dear my future, i already love you. I pray for you in every time I say du'a... Be good there... I will take care of myself for you....

Untitled...

Stop telling me silly things
Stop telling me to be okay, coz I am now
If im not you're way. Then let me live peacefully and happily....
Future will show us... Believe me

A Prayer For You

A Smile Sent to you

And A Prayer also Sent To You, Everyday...

I Know we're just the same and worth each other...

And here I swear to take care of myself for you...

God please make it easy, for us to be true..

Be Here

I really wanna be the honey for you, my bee
I really wanna be the water for you, my flower
All I wanna be is just here beside you, and being all you need
And yes, I am here for you...

dedicated to my boyfriend, afifi... please be here and make things right for us...

Ahjussi

Someone is in a love bubble :p

Been thinking of this ahjussi...
we're in the same age tough...but this ahjussi is just, you know, so ahjussi...haha

So I dedicate this song for you My <3ly Mr Ahjussi, 아저씨 (J-Rabbit Feat Kim Jin-Pyo)

The Palace and Stuff

lovely palace, temple, and boy :D

Been recently admiring palace, king, history, and stuff esp after my journey. Enjoy :)

daydream

once i said i would stop daydreaming
but, tell me how can i do that if you're my dream?

Once i said i was about to forget
but, tell me how to do that if you're already the part of my mind?

and now i am just losing my mind . I reaaaaaallllly wanna tell you. so much want to let you know

got this from indian exhibition in town. I think i need this when im a little about to cry now

untittled

 
wanna jump across the sea
running to you
wanna fly crashing the clouds
coming to you

--sorry i cant resist my urge to say it

across the sea

picture : unforgettability.blogspot.com

i wish there werent sea....

i wish this was the whole big island...

so i could walk to you...

and catch you, my big dream...

but you're already here...

and giving me lots of positive influence

thanks for being a spirit,

someone across the sea...